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November 10th, 2005
12:16 am - PROCRASTINATION ATION ATION ATION
1. PICK ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
hmmm. . .i have about one million. . lets see, the one on my knee: gotten from riding my bike when I was like 10, turning around to talk 2 my friend and riding right into a mailbox and falling off my bike onto the street that wasn’t paved so well.
Ooooh and right next to it is the scar I got while diving for the ball w/mckenzie. . haha albertus magnus basketball camp
2. WHAT ARE ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
postcards I picked up (not from vacations but w/sayings on them), posters of my band loves, and some pictures. . and a sign crissy made for me for my bday for everyone to sign :)
3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
silver, scratched the fuck up although I just got it less than a month ago
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
everything but mainly. . rock/emo junk, sometimes indie? I don’t really know what to call any of it
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
12pm I believe
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
a shot in the head. . .naaaah, umm, to be happy without any worries. . .havent had that happen in a while. . .and maybe some alcohol, I need a drink
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS AT TIMES?
not caring
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
my pictures and music I guess. . .i really don’t have one
9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
rain
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
nopeeeee
11. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW?
that would suck cause I wouldn’t be able to go to london
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
hmmm I wonder
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
cool water (women), Claiborne sport (men)
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
idk, I just don’t like the long ass hair
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
a cemetery
16.WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON WHO MADE YOU MAD?
hahahhaa there’s someone new every day. . .buuuut a few consistent ones
17. SPELL THE WORDS FOR DNA:
deoxyribonucleic acid
18. WHAT BONDS ARE THE MOST PREVALENT AND MAKE UP PRETTY MUCH ANYTHING?
love bonds
20. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
umm I speak swears in Spanish?
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX)
ummm. . .i think a stuffed animal?
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
um I didn’t know you could stop urself from falling in love?
29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
not hold back on how you’re feeling, not feeling stupid to say exactly what’s on your mind. . .and showing them too, in little special ways
30. WRITE A NUMBER FROM 1 TO 1000?
18
31. BLONDE, BRUNETTE, OR REDHEAD ?
doesn’t matter
32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
matt or my mom
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
too much, don’t know where to start
34. HAVE YOU EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
many times
39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY? In the middle of writing a paper. . damn procrastination!
40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
I wouldn’t
41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
im a hardcore procrastinator
42. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PIZZA?
tomato, garlic & basil
43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
move somewhere where it wasnt
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
a limousine ride with some friends, a dinner, and a comedy show. . wait, I already had that a week ago
45. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF IT SUDDENLY STARTED RAINING BLOOD?
laugh and run outside and play In it
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
nope
47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
yeah
48.WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
middle, surprised?
49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
last night
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
turkey
52. ANY BAD HABITS?
I have a problem of speaking b4 I think, talking TOO loud, getting angry to fast, accusing people too often, and saying exactly whats on my mind all the time. . .and many more
53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
hmmm Kelly Clarkson? But I did burn that for my cousin. . .so we could dance to it
54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
hell no, id hate me
55. HAVE YOU EVER RECEIVED A TICKET?
umm not really, just campus tickets for parking. .. so I guess so, but not one that mattered
56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
not extremely, but normally being attracted to the person is what starts everything
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
mostly on the person im angry with. . yelling, swearing, saying the meanest things that come to my mind. . yeah im a terrible person like that
and by being by myself, secluding myself, taking drives
58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
um school? I don’t really have one
59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
hell no
62. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?
yeah kinda, an online one
63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
yeaaaaaaah
64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
been pushed into a few
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
fuck that. . .who knows
66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
umm basically just diff ways of saying my name. . .and asshole seems to be another one ive been called a lot
67. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
YES I want to so bad
68. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
depends on the shoe
69. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU HAVE STRONG POINTS?
idk prolly not
70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
shitttttt idk. . .prolly something w/chocolate or peanut butter in it. . or grasshopper pie
71. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN?
Scorpio <3
72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
ORANGE, red, black
73. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
all
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
nah
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
nothing
77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
a straw … or cake
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79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
humor & looks I guess
80. DO YOU LOVE THE PERSON WHO POSTED THIS?
um, no
81. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
shitty as usual
82. FAVORITE DRINK?
water or sobe
83. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
hmmmmm sex on the beach, midori sour, boones farm
84. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT? volleyballlllllllll
85. HAIR COLOR?
umm its SUPPOSED to be purple, but I think its brown :(, and Crissy said sorta red
86. EYE COLOR?
shitass brown
87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
I should be
88. SIBLINGS?
brother
89. FAVORITE MONTH?
October and november
90. FAVORITE Food?
pasta & pizza & eggs
91. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Ghost World (aww mars)
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Halloween if it’s on a weekend. . or idk just a day that’s good & eventful. . those are so random
94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
FALLLLLLLLL
95. HUGS OR KISSES?
both are enjoyable
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
ONE NIGHT STANDS BABY. . Juuuuuust kidding. .. relationships
“only stupid people have relationships”-ghost world
99. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
monopoly
100. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
Gilmore girls <3
Current Mood:  confused
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October 27th, 2005
08:15 am - I Needed That
Woke up to this this mornin from Bri . . .
Close your eyes... And go back...
Before the Internet or the AIM
Before beer and weed
Before playstation2 or X-bOX
Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night...
..Way back...
I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk.
Red light, Green light.
Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on.
Mother May I?
Red Rover
four square
Hula Hoops
Running through the sprinkler
Happy Meals
Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car
Wait...
Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons
Like Hey Arnold and Doug
Recess
Or what about legends of the hidden temple, global guts, double dare, bloody mary and who, ARE YOU AFFRAID OF THE DARK!
Who could forget Snick
Or the teenage mutant ninja turtles, scooby doo, and Power Rangers,
Christmas morning...
Your first day of school
Bedtime Prayers and Goodnight Kisses
Climbing trees
Getting an ice cream off the ice cream truck (the real ice cream truck w/ cones & banana splits)
A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers
Jumpin' down the steps
Jumpin' on the bed
Pillow fights
Runnin' till you were out of breath
Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt and you almost peed your pants
Laughing so hard that you did pee your pants
Being tired from playin' all day
Your first crush...
Rainy days at school meant playing "Heads down 7-Up" & "King chase the Queen" in the classroom
Remember that?
I'm not finished yet...
Kool-Aid & Icee Cups was the drink of the summer
Giving your friends a ride on your handlebars or spokes
Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school
Class Field Trips
When nearly everyone's mom was at home when the kids got there.
When getting high was swinging on the swing-set
When $5 seemed like a million, and another dollar a Miracle.
When your parents took you to McDonalds and you were so cool.
When Toys r Us overuled the "mall"
I want to go back to the time when...
Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-moe"
Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!"
"Race issue" meant arguing about who ran the fastest.
Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in "monopoly"
Catching fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening
It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends.
Saying cuss words were referred to the "F, B or S - word" or h-e double hockey sticks.
Being old, referred to anyone over 20.
The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties.
The only real heart break you had was when your mom wouldnt buy you that new toy
Nobody was prettier than Mom
Nobody was cooler than Dad
Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better
It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big people" rides at the amusement park.
Getting an inch of snow was a dream come true.
Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare"
Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles.
If you can remember most or all of these, then you have LIVED!!!
Pass this on to anyone who may need a break from their "grown up" life...
If this helped u stop thinkin bout stuff in college that's already gettin on your nerves, write on my wall "I needed that." I double dog dare you.
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October 17th, 2005
11:59 am
cool. . .i like coughing up blood
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October 12th, 2005
07:12 pm
its raining so i should have a good day and be happy
NOPE!
to start it off i went out last night and had a BLAST. . .it was an amazing fun time. . .but this morning i hadta wake up early. . so that sucked
as soon as i got up i hadta make a sheet for my test today
then i get ready to go to the library and get jeff to say hell drive my car back since i cant park @ the school and he notices I HAVE A FLAT TIRE
then i hadta go to an abroad meeting with a lady who DOESNT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK SHE IS TALKING ABOUT and is not helping us students at all. . .she just confused everything even more
so i come back and hafta go straight to class.. . .where i FAILED MY TEST. .. of course my teacher decides to change the way his tests are
on my way back the guy comes to change my tire. . .and its not a Flat. . just a Slow Fucking Leak. . .which happend LAST YEAR on the SAME TIRE! so now i dont know what i gotta do with this shit. . .well i do know but for now i have a fcukin donut on it and im not supposed 2 drive in the rain w/it. .. guess what its doin and has been all week and will be all week!?!? RAINING!--i'm supposed 2 enjoy rain!
and now. . MY PHONE DOESNT WORK!
whaaaaat theeeeee fuuuuuuuuuck
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October 11th, 2005
12:03 am - Taken from Mars--Bars-Cars-Stars-Lars (hehe)
Google your first name and the word "needs." Write the first ten that show up.
Amanda needs her local food bank to put food on the table for herself and her daughter
Amanda needs her beloved crystals that give her strength and take away her "negativity,"
Amanda needs a mom in her corner with lots of time and attention to give to her.
Amanda needs a small config change
Amanda - needs gnutar?
amanda needs to be recompiled on landon
Amanda needs to read Barbara Bush's speech to Wellesley graduates
Amanda needs nonacademic colleagues as a reality check
Amanda needs a family who will provide her with unconditional love, permanence,
security, guidance and support
Amanda Bundy Needs Prayer for a Massive Tumor
Amanda needs a wise friend to tell her that this too shall pass
So after this i think I might be a computer or program or somethin. .. so i put in 11 sentences to make up for me needin a config change.
I also think i'm an orphan
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October 10th, 2005
01:04 am
i didnt fall asleep til bout 4 last night and woke up at 12. .. which isn't late at all for me. . .and now its 1 and i cant fall asleep when i hafta wake up at 745. . this sucks
i dont know why i cant fall asleep. all day ive been exhausted and wanting to take a nap, but not doing it becuase i wanted to be able to fall asleep early. tonight i did nothing except for watch tv. it wasn't boring though, just depressing. i love going home but it sucks not having a car right now, or friends to hang out with. i used to have those when i came home.
i dont know whats keeping me up. for some reason i cant even think. i'm always daydreaming/fantasizing whatever it is and yet i cant even do that tonight. i cant think about london or anything else. and things are good too in most aspects of my life. schools not bad, the family is gettin better, things are good w/matt, and i love marist. . .and yet right now i jus feel miserable. and i dont know why. it's really bothering me and now i cant sleep and im sittin here just feelin like shit.
and i think its gonna make everything else worse. me feelin like shit is gonna cause me to be stupid and say stupid things. and people are prolly gonan get mad at me for acting upset or something like that. . even if i'm not mad at them. idk why i feel like this sometimes and it sucks cuz others think its directed towards them. so i'm not allowed to act it or esle itll start problems
i just wanna fall asleep
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October 4th, 2005
02:51 am - I want to know your FearS, and if you'll ForgeT me next year
I want to know your plans, and how involved in them I am.
And when you leave for good this fall, will I be forgiven?
And If you want roses, i'll buy a bouquet.
If that just won't cut it, what can I say?
You're what keeps me believing this world's not long dead.
Strength in my bones and the words in my head.
They pour out to paper, it's all for you!
'Cause that's what you do. That's what you do.
I want to know your fears, and if you'll forget me next year?
And when the jets go up and out, will our hearts stay here?
If you could forgive me (forgive me)
For being so brash.
You could hit me or whip me, I'd savor each lash.
You're what keeps me believing this world's not long dead.
Strength in my bones and the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, It's all for you!
Cause that's what you do!
No more fighting.
It is only a waste of our time.
'Cause soon we'll be leaving, will this strength still be mine?
I'll look out for you.
how quickly things change from one day to another. . .damn drama. . .who needs it anyway? things will change. . .psh. . .who am i kidding. . .i will try though. . .let's have hope. . ."I'm still the optimist though it is hard when all you want to be is in a dream"
i'm not even tired and it's 3. . .and i hafta wake up at 8. . .and i have a damn song stuck in my head
i'm beginning to love Say Anything. . .now, if only my itunes would work
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Say Anything - I Want to Know Your Plans
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September 30th, 2005
08:34 pm - FuuuuUuUuuUck YOU
doin somme dumbass survey because i cant be out having fun w/all my other firends. . .instead im stuck inside while someone decides to ruin my night even more
put an x next to all that apply to you
My confessions include.......
[] I am bisexual or homosexual
[] I've run away from home
[] I listen to political music.
[] I collect comic books.
[x] shut others out when I'm sad.
[] I open up to others easily
[] I am keeping a secret from the world
[] I watch the news.
[] I own over 5 rap CDs
[] I own an ipod
[x] I own something from Hot Topic
[x] I love Disney movies
[] I am a sucker for a pretty face
[] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.
[] I paid for that cell phone ringtone
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
[] I love Spam
[] I bake EXTREMELY well
[x] I would wear pajamas to school
[x] I own something from Abercrombie
[x] I have a job.
[] I love Martha Stewart.
[x] I am in love with someone
[X] I am self conscious.
[X] I like to laugh.
[] I smoke a pack a day.
[] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I have many scars
[x] I've been out of this country
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x]i cant sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[xx] I am really ticklish
[X] I love chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails
[] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games/video games
[]Gotten lost in your city
[x] Saw a shooting star.
[] I had a serious Surgery.
[] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[x] I have kissed a stranger.
[x] Hugged a stranger
[x] been in a fist fight with the same sex.
[] Been arrested.
[] Laughed and had milk/soda come out of your nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator...who hasn't
[x] Made out in an elevator
[x] Swore at your parents.
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] Been skydiving.
[] Been bungee jumping.
[] Broken a bone.
[x] Played spin the bottle.
[] Gotten stitches
[] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] Bitten someone.
[] Been to Niagara Falls.
[X] Gotten the chicken pox.
[] Crashed into a car
[] Been to Japan
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[x] Shoplifted.
[] Been fired.
[] had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] Stole something from your job.
[] Gone on a blind date.
[x] Lied to a friend.
[] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] Been to Europe.
[] Slept with a co-worker.
[] Been married
[] Gotten divorced.
[x] Saw someone dying.
[] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[x] Been to Canada.
[x] Been on a plane.
[] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[] Thrown up in a bar.
[x] Eaten Sushi.
[x] Been snowboarding.
[x] Been skiing.
[x] Been ice skating.
[] Met someone in person from the internet.
[x] Been to a motorcross show.
[x]Gone/Going to college.
[]Done hard drugs
[] Taken painkillers.
[] Cheated on someone else
[Xxxxxxxxx] Were so bored you took this survey.
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September 27th, 2005
03:10 pm - FINALLY
the day i've been waiting for for monthsssssssssssssssss
From : International <International@marist.edu>
Sent : Monday, September 26, 2005 5:06 PM
To : Carol Toufali <Carol.Toufali@marist.edu>
Subject : Marist Abroad Program
Dear Student,
Congratulations on your acceptance to the Marist Abroad Program.
There will be a mandatory meeting for all Spring 2006 MAP Participants this
week on:
Wednesday, 28 September
12:00 noon
Goletti Theatre, Student Center
Please RSVP by reply to this message -- confirming you have received this
message and
that you will be at the meeting on Wednesday.
The meeting will end at approx. 1:15 p.m.
P.S. Visit the Study Abroad Fair in the Rotunda during the activity hours
on Wed., 9/28,
to meet returned MAP alumni.
Marist International Programs
Marist College
Poughkeepsie, NY 12601
Tel: (845) 575-3330
Fax: (845) 575-3294
E-Mail: International@Marist.edu
Web: http://www.marist.edu/international
YES THAT IS RIGHT. . .IM GOING TO LONDON!!!! holy shit, i still can't believe it. . .except when i'm in class and teachers talk about it, and i talk to meagan about both of us goin abroad. . holy shit the plans i have. . .MARLENA babe, you better go. . .holy hell im so excited. . .i cant believe it. . .it's amazing. . finally this is happening. . .im gettin outta here
but im gonna miss everyone. . its been such an amazing year so far. . .
i'm gonna miss you
Your body may be gone, I'm gonna carry you in.
In my head, in my heart, in my soul. . .
And maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both grow old.
Well I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I hope so.
Current Mood:  excited
Current Music: Modest Mouse - Ocean Breathes Salty
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September 23rd, 2005
04:45 am
i fucking hate this
i hate being confused
i hate saying what i feel because it makes things worse. . .im pessimistic and it sucks. . .do i really feel that way or do i think i should feel that way because of how things are
i think i can make sense out of anything, and i just choose to make sense out of the bad things
why do i do this
i think i ruined everything
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